A bit of Me
I’d like to share a little about my Life which is indeed synonymous with my spiritual journey, that I am on. Here’s a sneak peek of me, starting a few years ago to now, in a nutshell.Going back to my teenage years, although I have some memories of spiritual experiences dating to early childhood, I like to start from middle school.
Human behavior had always been a topic of interest to me, from early years. Being an introvert by nature, remaining quiet and getting into an observer mode, meant enjoying my own company, especially at public gatherings or when meeting strangers. As I moved through high school year, I became clear about what I liked doing the most. Trying to understand different human behaviors, my curiosity and effort to go deeper in understanding why, how, when, different people act the way that they do, became a topic for future learning. I started meditation at a young age of 16, sweet sixteen for others, somewhat mystical sixteen for me. My motivation to meditate was initially to improve concentration and memory, so I could score higher in academics, which did happen, as did other awareness and learning that came along.
Not realizing when and how, just simply focus upon my third eye, while I gazed into the flame of a candle or a diya, altered my state of mind, into transcendence, often leaving me with mild amnesia, at the end. As months passed by, prayer and meditation started holding the same meaning for me, as both put me in the same state of deep peace and calm. Since that time until today June 2018, I have not been able to and I don’t want to, separate myself from the practice and discipline that Meditation means to me. I may take breaks but only to get back deeper the next time I sit down. It’s a way of life, an essential part of me, just as the breath that keeps me alive.
Meditation and kundalini
After, completing school, unintentionally I ended up in a 3 years bachelors course in travel and Tourism. After completing it I finally figured out what I wanted to pursue, certainly it was not tourism. I got another chance and this time I made sure to practice free will, that landed me in a post-grad diploma in counseling psychology. And from there came in exposure to different lectures on spirituality, philosophy, meditation and so on. In no time, different avenues for learning in my preferred field started meandering in front of me, I only had to set intent to grab them and I was in. Even before I could realize, my thirst to expand knowledge of the Subconscious took me all the way into the world of hypnotherapy, past life regression, human Aura, Chakras , Astral travel, Reiki and so much more. Meditation does feel good and brings along with it both rewards and consequences. Awakening of the Kundalini at just 22 years of life lived, with no prior knowledge of the process was uneasy to accept. It was total mental chaos with physical pain and a form of hidden embarrassment, I didn’t know how to explain.
Many years have passed, I have come a long way. The serpent still rises, when it has to, but now with my awareness and under my control. Life is both a learning and indulgence, its just how you look at it. I am comfortable to accept myself as being a clairvoyant or clairaudient, psychic medium or Energy healer. Ever since I acknowledged the presence of spiritual mysticism, life has become more and more interesting. From counselling psychology to psychotherapy, Tarot/ Oracle, Reiki, Pranic, Energy healing, Meditation and Light Language channelling and I continue to move forward in evolution.
Self awareness and spirituality
Over the years I have learned how important it is to create a deep and loving connection with your Self or Inner Being. Some people call that the soul while some understand it as the spirit. It is the same vital force that resides inside each one of us, also including plants and animals. This force is not bounded by time and space, it is omnipresent, it is immortal, it is One and same for all. It is this sacred connection with the essence inside of Me, as is inside of You and every living being, that helps understand the true nature of the Higher Self. This never-ending, adventurous and beautiful soul journey that I’m on, often surprises me with blessings. Sometimes I like to call them side rewards, of tedious yet interesting undertakings of life’s struggles, at its best. The side rewards come in the form of divine blessing, abundance, prosperity, ancient knowledge, spiritual wisdom and psychic gifts.
Each one of us is born with the same potential to discover the Self. The only wait is to move forward, identify and pickup that key, unlock the door, open that gateway leading to unlimited opportunities, leading to manifestations of your goals and immense potential for growth.
I’m glad to have unearthed the potential that lay dormant within me. I’m enjoying each facet of this ever evolving Self – higher, lower and all that’s in between. I know and I am firm, I will pursue this journey, forever, cherishing the treasures of each subsequent discovery that I undertake. I keep on digging, knowing there’s plenty of Gold for me, as there is, for each one reading this.
very wonderful work.